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Monday, August 16, 2004

My grandma's in hospital.

Well,on sat nite she complained that her tummy aches n she kept vomitting n her vomit is black.She couldnt breathe properly too.I was quite scared cos theres only me n my father wif her at home n my mum's out to a kenduri so both of us don't really noe wat to do.My grandma's been sick for the past few days n she's getting better but that nite,its like,suddenly tummy ache,etc.She couldn't take it anymore and told my dad to call my mum to hurry home n bring her to the hospital.My mum hurried home and my the rest of my uncles and aunties were called to come too.Called the ambulance n brought her to the hospital.

Went for check ups n stuff and found out that my grandma's large intestine or something has a hole so that explains the tummy ache.Then,the food that she ate went out frm the hole and went up to her lungs.So that explains the difficulty in breathing.She had to go for a major op.If not,there would be no hope and if she did go for the op,the chance is 50/50.I can't believe that it could get all serious like this.I didn't go to the hosp that nite but just stayed at home and took care of my little cousins.My mum only went home on Sunday at abt 8am,after the 4-hr op.Everyone was so somber n deep in sorrow.My cousin told me that my grandma looked so weak and her hands and both her eyes were swollen.My mum kept crying and she said she can't forget the look on my grandma's face.She said the doctor told her to 'prepare for the worst' and to 'dont stop praying'.Of course,she became scared.So that Sunday,i went to visit my grandma.

She's in ICU.These few days,gonna be in critical condition.When she saw me,n i saw her,both of us burst in tears.It was so saddening to see her like that.With god knows how many tubes in her mouth,nose,hands,lungs,whatever.It seems as though she was fighting for her dear life and she couldn't do it.The pain she endured is clearly portrayed through her physical expression.I told her not to cry and to keep the spirit up,be brave and believe that everything is gonna be all right.Held her hand and belai2 her.Man,my heart just went all down to see her like that.

But my mum told me that her condition is getting more stable.She looked better than she did on Sat nite.And she's gonna breathe normally soon enough.

Whatever it is,I'm just gonna keep praying that my grandmother will be all right again.So that she can sleep with me every night like she used to.

Insya Allah.

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5:19 PM