lifeless.

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

It rained on my way home frm sch.At first it was just a drizzle n it got heavier.Sheesh.Was drenched.Was walking and faheem passed me by wit his bike. "Jgn jalan kat hujan,nanti demam".Duh~ Then walked under tha block.He was there again. "Bye..Nak tumpang tak?" Played along. "Eh boleh ah..aku dudok blakang..bleh?" "Nak,jom ah..dudok." He serious sia.Haha. "Leks sua.Tak nak ah." "Elleh..nak step malu2 pulak." Sape je yg malu.I wudnt wanna be caught dead riding wit him!NO!

And i dunno y but i suddenly felt farked up when i reached home.And i mean,really farked up.My mum was talking to me and i was ignoring her mostly.I noe,rude.But ntah lah.

"Kau nak makan ape nanti buka?"
"Tak taulah.Makan lah ape2 yg ade"

And when i was lying in bed,she asked again.

"Kan da cakap tadi!Makan je lah ape2.Asalkan makan sudahlah."
"Kau nie,puase nak marah2.Tak guna kau puase.Dahlah hutang bnyk hari."
"Dah lah.Jgn bnyk bebual lah.Orang takde moodlah.Please lah."

It wasnt my fault that i had to repay fer a lot of days rite.I cant possibly stopped it.She was just making me irritated.....not my fault.....sorry.

Listenin': Breath,Stretch,Shake - Mase

voiced out
7:17 PM