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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Im being a good girl today.Stayed at home and helped my mum to vacuum and mop the house.Plus,went to the shop and bought groceries.Gee,im an angel.Hehe.

My fever kept coming and go.On/Off.I had fever in the morning and later in the afternoon its gone.Haha.

Had a weird + scary dream last night.In the first scene,surprisingly there was me,ervy and imah working at an office and suddenly i saw this HUGE wave from the window and then it crashed into us.Suddenly,it was the second scene where i was at changi beach wif my family.I was sitting at the bench wif my mum and my brother and then the huge wave came.I ran away frm the wave and my mum shouted "Oi! Kurang ajar peh anak! Bawaklah aku lari skali!" So i turn and dragged my mum along.Then the wave didnt crash into us but instead it stopped.My brother told us to just sit and be quiet cos the wave will not like it if we ran.So we sat back and the funny part came.The wave can urmmm..talk?Yea.Hahahahhaha.We were to answer maths questions frm it and if we cant answer,it will crash into us.My brother did all the work of answering the questions and the wave was stationary in the sea but yea,it was really big.Haha.And we were also told to request songs.If we're slow,then it'll crash.I remember i requested the song I'm Good from Blaque.And then,i woke up.Haha.Funny?Scary?I guess i've watched too much of Tsunami news the previous night.

Anyway,me and fadli were talking about how we first met.Entertaining story.Haha.I actually knew this guy Razif frm Anakmelayu and he introduced me to Fadli.Fadli called me and we got to know each other.He said he planned to call that night only and after that,ignored me but then he dunno why but he kept contacting me.We wanted to meet after some time but it was always cancelled.After abt a month plus,we agreed to meet.Outside tampines library and he wasn't making a good first impression.He went to meet me in t-shirt,shorts and slippers.And his hair was combed side-parting.Haha!So the selekeh.I remembered he looked really big and his body was like,so built.It wasn't really a surprise seeing him dat time cos the first time i saw him i'm like "Ini fadli?Pernah nampak seh.." Cos yeah,he was frm xinmin pri which was my pri sch too.And ever since then,we started meeting and going out with each other for abt 2 months.After which,he confessed that he urmm...yeah,u noe the rest.HAHA.

Ok.So much for the story.Im bored ok.Anyway,this pantat is making a nuisance.Let's solve it..

Ok pantat,whoever you are...

First of all,why do you hate me?U hate me bcos i flirt wif other guys when i got fadli?Wat do u mean when u say i flirt?Do u noe me?Do u see me flirting??U label me as a big flirt then?And who are my frens who said that i flirt?U knew them or sumthing?

And wads wif religion and everything?I chose to be wif fadli and that is like,none of ur business.Do u knew fadli too?And sape yg maki2 ni?Tell that to urself ok.U called me a bitch,a fucka.Isnt that maki??

Pls lah.Show yr trueself.If you think wadever u say is right,then u dun haf to hide yr true identity.Don be a coward ok.And lastly,WHY MUST YOU EVEN DAMN FUCKING CARE ABOUT MY LIFE?

voiced out
7:04 PM