lifeless.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Thot of staying home today but then fadli msged me and asked me whether i wana meet him.He's at hougang library using the internet for his application to ite.Since its near,why not.Then he say he wana go to his aunt's house at simei and wanted to bring me along.I dun wana go lah cos all his relatives are gonna be there and im like,a stranger.He kept persuading me to go and i kept saying no.At last he say its cancelled and he gonna bring me out to town wif his fren aslam.So,ok.

Then he led me to bus 27 bus stop,which heads tampines.He told me to just follow him.In the bus,his fren called him and asked him where he's going and he said he's going to his aunt's house.Im like ...................... He lied sia.Then yea,IM PISSED.Sakit sia hati.Suddenly i raised my voice at him ah. "Ape nie?Nak pegi mane nie?Tadi cakap lain,skarang lain.Kan da cakap tak nak pegi,asal tipu2 nie?"

Kept quiet the whole day.I was angry ok.Finally went to tamp.Walk arnd.I was damn moodless man.I noe he was trying to cheer me up but it seriously didnt work out.I was mad.At him.I couldnt look at him cos i'll feel like strangling him to death.Yea.Its that bad.Then wana go compass point to meet ju and mirah.So he sent me to the bus stop and without saying anything i just took the bus.

I was soooooooo angry.And moodless too.Maybe cos of my period.And he made it worse.If i knew i shudnt haf went out just now.Why cant he just dont bring me along.Until to the extent of lying,like forcing sia.I hate it ah.Ee tak suke seh orng buat gitu.

Im exaggerating aren't i.Haiz.Im sucha pathetic,sensitive,macam-nak-kene-sepak,ngada2,sikit2-pon-nak-marah.....bitch.

voiced out
10:26 PM