lifeless.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

I just had a breakdown.

Fadli says he'll call me again after putting down the phone at 9pm just now.The phone rang at 11 but it wasn't him.It was someone else.

All the confessions that he made,i seriously am not ready to hear them.First there was Shahrul....and now him.

God.Both of them are really nice people but why me? They got other people to choose from but why me?

Can't they just understand that i love Fadli a lot and i wouldn't go to anyone else?

I dunno what im feeling.I felt guilty cos they're sincere in being frens with me and yet,i gotta break their hearts.And all those "I'll wait for you" and stuff is just too much.Shahrul?Its been over a year and he just confessed to me that day,that he's still waiting for me.

I felt.....i dunnoe.

Wat the heck.

But one thing's for sure,i'll always heart you Fadli and i mean it.No matter what,no matter who..

I'll always love you.Trust me.

voiced out
2:15 AM