Sunday, January 16, 2005
Performers:
Double Ruzty
Tha Theori'Z
Verballistics
Phlowmazzie
Basement1
Rapturize
2WaysInfluence
Fordafite
Dsyfunk Lunacy
RidzwanChillakaz
Vella Tri
PhD
Will's Invasion
Lyrical Deity
Farhan 42
Sticky Icky
Royal Pham
Supreme One
B Cube
45 Projects
Phat Trex
Essence of Dopeness
SGP Funk
Dominant Knights
Oracle Phlow
Velvet Groove
Boun-cif
Starlexia
I've done it again. JUST WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?????????????????? I AM SO PISSED AT MYSELF. I AM SUCHA ANNOYING GIRLFRIEND.F*CK ME.
I'm eager to meet him but when i meet him already,I'll be feeling all irritated,i felt lousy,i felt annoyed,i felt weak,i felt BINGIT and MENYAMPAH when i look at his face.Like just now.I was kinda sick,i was having flu and fever but i dun think it was because of that cos i dun feel that way to anyone else except for him.In the end,i asked to go home early.I reached home at 7.So that means we only spend time for like,4 hours.And i dun think i even look at his face for that 4 hours.Cos we spent time at his house and then later,at his grandma's house so all i did was talk to his family and NEVER layan him at all. I just gave a nod or just smiled when he talked or commented on something.
That was,i think the first time we never really communicate.He didn't even kiss me goodbye cos i think he's scared to.I could tell that he was sad i was treating him that way.
Like WAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH ME ???
And when i reached home,i would be MISSING HIM TO DEATH.I would feel guilty,i wud wanna meet him again and yeah,i wud miss him so much.Like now.NOW.Now now now now now.At this very moment.Its sucha bad feeling although i already apologised. And all he said was
"Its ok.I understand that you're moody.I'm sorry if i asked u out on the wrong timing.I seriously didn't know that you wasnt in a good mood.But i hope the next time we go out,you'll be less moody k? =) Love you..Muacks."
I went to my aunt's house just now and came back at 12.Called him with the intention of chatting with him for a while but then,he's off to his dreamland oready.Haiz.I miss him like anything.
I WISH SOMEBODY WOULD JUST KNOCK MY HEAD OR SPANK ME HARD.
Sometimes i think he deserves a better girlfriend.He's just too nice and too understanding to get an annoying girlfriend like me. =(
Issit my PMS days? GOD!! Let it be over please.I am so tired of being moody.I am so tired of being guilty.I am so tired of making him sad.I wan him to be happy.I wan US to be happy.
voiced out
1:05 AM
Performers:
Double Ruzty
Tha Theori'Z
Verballistics
Phlowmazzie
Basement1
Rapturize
2WaysInfluence
Fordafite
Dsyfunk Lunacy
RidzwanChillakaz
Vella Tri
PhD
Will's Invasion
Lyrical Deity
Farhan 42
Sticky Icky
Royal Pham
Supreme One
B Cube
45 Projects
Phat Trex
Essence of Dopeness
SGP Funk
Dominant Knights
Oracle Phlow
Velvet Groove
Boun-cif
Starlexia
I've done it again. JUST WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?????????????????? I AM SO PISSED AT MYSELF. I AM SUCHA ANNOYING GIRLFRIEND.F*CK ME.
I'm eager to meet him but when i meet him already,I'll be feeling all irritated,i felt lousy,i felt annoyed,i felt weak,i felt BINGIT and MENYAMPAH when i look at his face.Like just now.I was kinda sick,i was having flu and fever but i dun think it was because of that cos i dun feel that way to anyone else except for him.In the end,i asked to go home early.I reached home at 7.So that means we only spend time for like,4 hours.And i dun think i even look at his face for that 4 hours.Cos we spent time at his house and then later,at his grandma's house so all i did was talk to his family and NEVER layan him at all. I just gave a nod or just smiled when he talked or commented on something.
That was,i think the first time we never really communicate.He didn't even kiss me goodbye cos i think he's scared to.I could tell that he was sad i was treating him that way.
Like WAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH ME ???
And when i reached home,i would be MISSING HIM TO DEATH.I would feel guilty,i wud wanna meet him again and yeah,i wud miss him so much.Like now.NOW.Now now now now now.At this very moment.Its sucha bad feeling although i already apologised. And all he said was
"Its ok.I understand that you're moody.I'm sorry if i asked u out on the wrong timing.I seriously didn't know that you wasnt in a good mood.But i hope the next time we go out,you'll be less moody k? =) Love you..Muacks."
I went to my aunt's house just now and came back at 12.Called him with the intention of chatting with him for a while but then,he's off to his dreamland oready.Haiz.I miss him like anything.
I WISH SOMEBODY WOULD JUST KNOCK MY HEAD OR SPANK ME HARD.
Sometimes i think he deserves a better girlfriend.He's just too nice and too understanding to get an annoying girlfriend like me. =(
Issit my PMS days? GOD!! Let it be over please.I am so tired of being moody.I am so tired of being guilty.I am so tired of making him sad.I wan him to be happy.I wan US to be happy.
voiced out
1:05 AM
