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Monday, February 07, 2005

I was an angry girl yesterday.

Met Fadli at City Hall at arnd 12.45 yesterday.He wanted to accompany me to go for an interview for Watsons.Then he told me that he forgot that he had an appointment with his friends to do a school project which was due this Monday.He made the wrong move of planning to meet his friends because he forget that he had made an appointment with me first.

This part,i was kinda mad at him.Cos he is so careless to not plan his outings properly.But then,since its school stuff,i decided to not think about myself.So i told him to just accompany me for the interview and then he can go meet his friends.We have our lunch first cos there was nobody at the office,thinking that they had their lunch too.After that,we went back to the office and there was still nobody.Lingered around there for around 30 minutes but still nobody.

So i called up his sister.She says that the office closes at 1pm on Saturdays.Like how the fucking hell wud i noe rite?Im aware that its half day but then i tot until like,2pm or sumthing.She said she already told fadli but then he never tell me.Which..i have no idea why.Whether he forgot about it or what,i dunnoe.So at last,i head home.

I was fuming mad.I dun really care if he wanted to meet his friends for a bloody project or wat.I mean,if the interview still goes on,i dun really mind.But this,both plans got screwed up.I didnt go for the interview and i didnt get to spend time with him.It was mainly,just a waste of my transport money.

I was angry,partly at him..partly at my day.Things dun seem to go the way i wanted.As he was the only one with me that day,i vented my anger on him.Not really screaming and shouting but i ignored him the whole day.Surprisingly,he was quiet too.Normally he would try to talk to me,said sorry or anything but yesterday was different.

And i met him again just now.Spend the whole day at his granny's.Then we chilled somewhere.Talked about yesterday's stuffs.He was mad at me also.He was angry because i was ignoring him.I can be a bitch at times you know.Haha.Well,its over.

But sometimes i think his jokes can be a little over the limits sometimes.Like just now.He joked about some things.Once,i just laughed it off.Twice,I smiled.Thrice,I kept quiet.The fourth time,I couldn't take it.Like ARGH!!! He can be so insensitive towards my feelings sometimes.I dunno whether i was being petty or wat but hey,4 times?? Gimme a break.

Maybe he's right.We rarely communicate these days but when we did,we'll always quarrel or something unhappy will crop up.God..i hope it dissappears soon enough.Its pissing me off everytime i got pissed off.

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