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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

The only poly course that im interested to apply and supposedly 1 of the 2 courses that i can qualify is Early Childhood.

Im gona haf to go for direct application at the poly itself because i failed Maths.

I failed 3 out of 7 subjects.I noe..BBAADD.

I got A2 for English & Malay, B3 for D&T, B4 for History, D7 for Science and Comb Humans and E8 for Maths.

Its hard to get the course lah.My maths cock up oready but yeah,just try..

And if after 3 weeks,im not accepted into any poly which is like,so CHOY..im gonna haf to retake my maths arhhhh..

Bodoh..

But wadeva it is,i dun wana go ITE.

But i hope.......any poly will be kind enuff to accept me.

Like real Zuliana.

ARGHHH!!!! This thing is sooo stressing me up.

I cant work properly just now. I gave customers the wrong things like they ask for a large drink and i gave them a medium one but thank god i realised it early enuff because if not,im gonna be short of stock and then i had to pay up. !@#$% Then i kept staring into space and my in-charge thot i was daydreaming. !@#$%

I left early from work just now,thinking of doing my SingPass at Tampines but when i reached the CPF building the queue is so fucking long and i cant go in bcos the place is already closed so i made my way to the AIA Tampines and the person say to come back tomorrow morning.
!@#$% Fuck SingPass.

So tomorrow morning im going to make my SingPass then after that i will go to ngee ann poly to apply for that early childhood course then i will go straight home and apply thru JAE online.

Then i'll just wait for the results.

But when i think about it, retaking sounds easy but i am really not confident to pass again and its gonna costs a bomb i think.And its gonna need a lot of discipline, self motivation and also hard work. If i pass, then i can qualify into the course that i want which is Mass Comm (wow bestnye) but if i failed, then i haf wasted one year of my life and also money.

I was talking to Fadli on the phone and i was complaining to him about all this.He did give some so-called advices. I wanted to talk to him till late because its been so long since i heard his voice but after a few minutes he said "Ok,you go and think about yr desicion first.I want to go and play soccer" We only talk for a fucking ten minutes and i still got a lot of things to tell him.He noes that im in a crisis somehow and he doesnt even sound as if he care.So i just slam down the phone.

I'll just wait for the results.I hope ngee ann will accept me..PLEASE LAHH!!!

voiced out
8:46 PM