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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

sometimes i feel sad when people pitied me..

it just shows that im stupid and am too weak to handle everything..but the truth is i really don't know what else i can do..i just wana seek the truth..but i feel scared if i ever knew that he cheated on me.

i noe.no matter how hard u trust somebody,there's sure to be doubts.he may be lying for all i noe.yeah,he may be showing his superb acting skills.he may be sweet-talking.he may be like all the other guys that i knew.he may even throw me aside one day.he could do all that....but i just wonder when.......

now i realise how weak i am.i failed.i failed to handle properly on what's called LIFE.im really ashamed of myself.

i realy realy realy hope God will show me the path to truth one day.i hope God will open my eyes and let me see the real fadli.even if the truth hurts.i'd be happy to know.

this matter won't rest till i dun stop talking about it..

so yeah,had my so-called maths lesson earlier.the teacher called in sick last minute so spent the 3 hours doing nothing but talk.ida,izza,shah,aziemah,minnie...get to know more about each of them.talk about everything under the sun.they're a really fun bunch of people.i was kinda glad to know that we girls share the same thoughts and feelings sometimes. =)

after 12,still,we've not finished talking so went to Mac'd nearby to ermm..yeah talk.haha.den saw this god-damn-cute-nak-mampos girl inside.we was going mad over her.then her mom let her down and she let us go over to her side to talk to this kid.name's nadia alisyah.and shes only 2..hhehehe...so yeah,thats her in the pictures =)

so yeah.after that met him and then i went to work.

i really need to sleep now.its already 1.30 and i need to wake up at 8 tmr to go to work.

so long...

voiced out
1:07 AM