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Friday, May 27, 2005

been a week since i last updated. sorry. my computer's been irritating lately. but now,its getting better. thank god.

up to nothing much these days. been working. last tuesday's was maths paper 2. still fuck, but at least better than paper 1 i think. but who cares, i know i'll still fail anyway. maybe will work hard for prelims. watched house of wax on that day too. it was gruesome. disgusting. gross. i closed my eyes on the 'ewww' parts of the show. kay im weak. hmm.

as for today, yeah as usual, been working. afternoon shift. and i ate a lot. fillet burgers brought from home, old chang kee, the leftover food frm the function at lido, and also free long john food. i look like a pregnant bitch. hah.my tummy is sooo..boncit! i seriously need to do sit-ups and get my flat tummy back. hrrrmp.

yea i bumped into ayu a.k.a ayukz at town last tuesday. i miss her!!! she's my bestest buddy in primary school. we must get together sometime girl. *winks*

talking abt frens, i felt sorry for my fren after reading her entry at her blog. i really understand how she feels. being accused and reprimanded for nothing by her own mum. for countless of times. it hurts. i noe. sigh. chin up girl. mothers are like that, i think. so just bear with it. we can't do much really. obviously we can't talk back so all we can do is to just keep quiet. she'll cool down soon aite? =)

oh golly. 27.05.05 marks our 7th month together. happy 7th month fadli. =)

sigh.i'm just not really happy i guess. someone is treating me differently. i know he doesn't wanna treat me that way but he has to,for my own sake. but it just..saddens me. i want the old him back. but..maybe its not possible anymore. sigh. its okay. everything was my fault from start anyway.

i need to sleep. gotta wake up early later. for what, WORK what else.

good night readers. have a nice day.

voiced out
1:47 AM