Sunday, September 25, 2005
the last time i met fadli was last tuesday. something cropped up on saturday so we can't meet up. eventually, we met just now. went to parkway parade. we're at the bus stop when his boss called him and told him to report to work immediately. so we went home. i only get to see him for like, an hour plus. how do i feel?i was so mad. damn fed-up. not at him of course. i perfectly knew that it was not his fault but still,i'm angry at the situation. i've not met him for quite some time and when i was all excited to see him, something just had to happen. he was supposed to start work tomorrow and earlier was a last-minute thing. in the end, i was bored to death at home. feeling so angry at everything. and even quarrelled. bingiiiiit gitu.haiz. after today, i won't know when we can meet again. i'll be working,studying. he'll be schooling and working too. thought we could spend the whole day together just now before he start work and everything but too bad.anyway, forget about it.well yesterday, i was lying in my bed at around 11.15am. was staring at the ceiling after receiving the news that i couldn't meet fadli. suddenly the thought flashed into my mind. SCIENCE PAPER 2! i immediately get up and checked my prelims timetable. i was supposed to have my science paper 2 yesterday at 12pm. called ida and was relieved to noe that she was just about to bath. haha. susanna was late too. so took a cab frm my home and pick ida up. told the taxi driver to go hougang point to pick susanna up. guess what? he got mad. "cannot cannot. i want to change shift! late already!i drop u off here. take another cab lah. itu duit tak payah kasi lah." fuck siak that driver. bukannye nak cakap siang2. thankfully we could get another cab easily. taxi fare was $10.30 in total but the driver just accepted 10 bucks. damn tough lah the paper cos i didn't study actually. i even forgot that i had exam on that day,how can i even study. haha. after that went to follow ida to compass point. met fakhrurazi there. gosh,he was getting handsomer! haha. bought my favourite takoyaki balls and this pretty nail polish.haiz. fadli.. fadli..I MISS YOU.
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