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Saturday, October 15, 2005

currently feeling bored slacking around waiting for buka so just a quick one..

stayed home on a saturday... again. Fad's working at 6pm till around 3am. He's working tmr too.

Haish. Don't know why i kept thinking a lot abt him lately. And to have those insecurities build up in me again, is just too much. This bad gut feeling.. i don't wanna lose him. Suddenly i felt guilty for hurting him a lot of times in the past.. and to know that he could still forgive me time and again, i felt that im the luckiest girl in the world to have him. Seriously if other guys were to experience what i did to Fadli,they wouldn't even want to see me again. But its different with him. He's always patient with me..readily forgive me for any mistakes i've done.. and always understands me.

And i promise you dear, I'll never hurt you again. I'll gladly be by your side always.. I just want you.. and no one else. =)

To hear this song at my blog.. just makes me think of him even more..

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't hove to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my hear was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say is I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

I MISS YOU HUNNY... =(

voiced out
6:32 PM