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Sunday, October 09, 2005

Insomnia strikes again. Its 1am.

Its supposed to be Sunday now.

I didn't went out at all on Saturday. Like, so un-me. Had nasi lemak for buka, dengdeng and burger ramli.

So anyway, went to meet Fadli last Friday. Caught the movie Corpse Bride. Walked around Bugis Street. A few things caught my eye. This vintage skirt and this blazer. I've been wanting that kinda skirt for sucha loooooong time. And this blazer, its always been 50 bucks or more at other places but at bugis, its only for $25!!!!!!!! Isn't that a GOOD bargain?? As usual, Fadli always has to be the one to stop me from shopping. He wouldn't let me get the skirt and as for the blazer, there was no M size for dark brown! Alas, we end up at orchard buying a cardigan that i've been wanting too. It certainly feels better walking around with a sum of cash in your hands..

Had a weird dream last night. Few days ago, been bored so logged on to anakmelayu.com and read up all the past messages that i sent to people. Kinda smile at myself reading the notes that Juraimi sent me. And all of a sudden, i dreamt of him last night. I was a new student in his school and I had no friends so i was glad to see him. We were close. We both liked each other but wouldn't confessed. And then there's this other guy who came by and got close to me too... Somehow Juraimi got busy and i find myself spending more time with this guy. He got sad cos he thought i've fallen for someone else and i was sad cos i thot he didn't care for me anymore. And then the story just had to end.... Typical drama right? Ha-ha.

Been close to 2 years now that we actually knew each other. Used to sms and talk to him over the phone but now, we only communicate thru MSN. Not that close now actually, even rarely sms each other. Truthfully, i used to have a crush on him. *gasps* I mean, before I even knew Fadli. Its just fate that we've never even met each other face to face before..

If you're reading this, don't laugh your heads off lah. Haha. And to Fadli, i still love you baby... =)

Inabaybe : Linked ya!
Ida : Oklah ida.. dah link pon. :)
Murni : ARGH! so what must i do? hee.
CM : thank you. u too.
Friday : been trying that currently. *fingers crossed*

voiced out
12:51 AM