lifeless.

Friday, January 27, 2006

work was bored as usual. customers were so few, i could have fallen asleep right there and then. oh yah, hannah already quitted and there's a new outlet manager called spencer. everyone thought he's gonna be one evil freak but he turns out to be fine... *phew*

went to meet fadli after work. we took the same train, fadli's frm paya lebar. went to his house. chilled for a while while waited for him to change and stuff. then went to tampines interchange. played 45 mins of pool and then chilled again. then went home alone. he was too tired to send me home and i still wonder how come i'm so fresh awake even when i slept at 3+am the previous night, woke up at 7.30am earlier, went to work, long journey to tampines, made the journey back home alone and can still turn on the computer? while he is longgg asleep. he slept at 12+am the previous night and just woke up while i was already at work. cos of soccer? it was just trial for goodness sake, not even a real match.

i dun get it with these guys. school really made a huge difference in their lives. why are they so easily tired? and when i ask him, he used to answer me "i memang daripada dulu ah tido siang..even before i know u lah k". wow. that hurts.

sometimes i just think that he's not being thoughtful. i'm tired too but i still have the energy to be there for him when he needs me but he's not doing the same. all he thinks about is the bed and i'll not have a chance to talk or share stuffs with him. i'm not being understanding i noe but i gotta be selfish at times too to fulfill my needs...

its no use elaborating. this has always been a problem for us.

anyway, heard that o level results are gonna be out sooooooooooon. wayy soooner than i expected. i am so not prepared for it. i wish i could run away.

and if anybody have Syed Azmir's (anugerah finalist) version of Kau Pergi Jua, please please please TAG ME! i soooo love his style of singing that particular song.

pay's out. and i dun think i've enough to shop. grrrrrrrrrr.

well,happy 15 months Fadli..u noe i love u and everything but i need u to pamper me sometimes. =(

voiced out
12:21 AM