lifeless.

Friday, April 07, 2006

im booooooooooooooored. back very early today. cos the boyfriend wanna go fishing. and we spend only 3 hours together. pffft. i miss him la ok, but obviously other things are important to him. and he says he'll pick me up on sunday after the bbq to spend time together. i don't care. i wanna tell him that i'm tired and that i wana sleeeeeeep and i don't wanna see him. just like how he ALWAYS do to me. promise, then "sorrys". I DON'T CARE!!!!!!! i'm evil. yea so what. he's being a pain in the asssssssssssssssssssssss. ei geram nye!!!!!

i wonder why is it so difficult for us to get along. and for him to know my needs. come on, we've been together for so long and yet he still can't understand me? he doesn't even try!! dalam kepale otak die "alah...aku buat die nie marah pon skejap je. nanti mesti lepas nie ok nye". and the fact that i'm already his girlfriend, leaves him an impression that i'm always his. he even admits!! eeee!!! he's like taking me for granted. whenever i'm not happy with something that he did, its not as if he'll try to change or try and cheer me up. he'll just say "dahlah.. malas ah nak gado" and he'll continue doing whatever that he wants to his own liking. like HELLOOOOOOOOO?????????????????????????????????????? its as if i mean nothing to him sak. he never listens. and after every quarrel, he expects me to cool down on my own instead of cooling me down. huhh?

k i just slammed down the phone on him. another quarrel!!!!!!!!!!! and he just called me "pu**mak"

hais. sedih!!! penat!!!!

voiced out
9:20 PM