lifeless.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

ok la my handphone is condemned again. i thot it'd be ok after changing the battery, since its only the battery that's spoiled. sekali now the battery also something wrong. the batt got no power, then cannot charge dunno y. so, sorry azizahhhhhhh.. =(

i think i need a new handphone lah. but i dunno when will i ever have enough money to get one. probably never. bingit you know.

and i got my reply from ngee ann. UNSUCCESSFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

goddamnbloodycheebye.

sometimes i wonder why my life is always wasted. i wasted my 1 year retaking my olevel maths in which i eventually failed, i wasted my time going all the way to ngee ann just to appeal and in the end its unsuccessful and i lost my friend's hp during the journey. like wtf?

ok. saw the 30-year-old-but-gorgeous-starbucks-guy just now for the first time. i used 'but' because to me 30 is old and it reminds me of someone ugly. and i know he's 30 bcos spencer told me. and i made eye contact with him thrice. hahahahahaa. aku nie semakin mentel dan vulgar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha sad thing was currently my mind is elsewhere. the thoughts are still lingering in my mind especially when someone told me i've made a wrong decision. the more i thought about it, the more i agreed. and the more i felt regretful and just all the way down. and the memories... are still fresh in my mind.

i'm really really looking forward to this saturday.. bbq with colleagues! im sure its gonna be one helluva night. trust me. =)))))

and the phrase from fatz's blog "sometimes i wish i knew you earlier" left me dreaming again...

voiced out
3:14 AM