lifeless.

Friday, April 21, 2006

so i went out with fadli on thursday. he picked me up from home and then we went to Lido and caught Ice Age 2. it was damn hilarious i tell ya. hahahaha!! i laughed just thinking abt the sloth. after that we had dinner at Lucky Plaza and had ayam penyet! finally, after a long time. met saddiq and ziela there so we ate together. then off to esplanade to chill and taaaaaaaaaaaaalk.

well its not as if we're back together. i just don't want all the stuffs in the past to happen anymore. i just wanted us to give ourselves more time. probably now, im starting to cool down and beginning to accept the fact. for now, we'll still keep in touch. but i doubt we'll be close as before. and i told him he could move on anytime he wanted to and i'm not forcing him to stay. so i guess, let's just see how it goes. of course, he's totally not off from my mind. i still have strong feelings for him. i still love him but.. sigh. i'm just sad that this had to happen but i guess its for the better.

i.m.u. =(

voiced out
4:26 AM