lifeless.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

his nenek interrupted our phone conversation saying that she misses me. and why i have not been coming to her place anymore like i used to. i miss her too. i regard her so much like my own. i hope to visit her one day.

guilty yet again. he doesn't seem happy anymore. no more laughters in our conversation. i could picture his gloomy face while talking. and just when his family problems are not enough, i'm not helping out by making that decision.

i wanted to be there for him. as a friend. but its not gonna be the same, i know.

wish the earth would swallow me up.

voiced out
5:57 PM