lifeless.

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Accounting CA's over thank god. the paper was manageable and i am glad that i could finish it within the time given even though i was late for 15 minutes. i can't believe i'm late for an EXAM. ms low just shook her head. hurr. i overslept. yeah that is the best reason in the whole world anyone could ever give.

and today im late for school again. and decided to skip the whole 2 hours of BZF. what the hell is happening to me? don't know laa. went for OA only. and me, dee and izah laughed our asses off reading dee's blog. semua salah sei. hahaha.

reached home at 3.45pm and went out at 4pm to shaw towers for block booking. i was late. first time working there. it was okay, get to meet both zizah and yatie! yay... and the new colleague andyka seriously looked like abang starbucks. yes you are right, with a goatee. ^_^ dinner with zizah, ain, terrence and aishah at tongseng and then i saw this SUPERGORGEOUS checkered blouse at topshop and its freaking gorgeous laaahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 59 bucks!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED THAT TOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shitttts. haiz.

and on the way home i was like so down all of a sudden i don't know why. i teared upon hearing the Duka Dalam Rindu song and when i went home, i teared reading people's blogs. all because of ______ hah whatever.

maybe now is the time when i should be sad seeing other people happy. what goes around comes around i guess. if everybody don't bother, so be it. its time to worry about school. for now, i hope i could concentrate enough and whizz thru my ITE life and get a place in a poly. concentrate on academic matters. and focus on being punctual to school/attending lessons (-_-) . have lots and lots and lots of friends. enjoy (in whatever ways) all i can and not being pathetic when i can't. save money and patiently wait to be 18 (and onwards) to take my bike license. and stop thinking about those 2 boys and MOVE ON. dilemmas are killing me.

there. arggh. i doubt i can do it. aAaAAarRrrRgGGggGGHHHhhhhHHHh. i think the laughing gas that dee told me about can help.

voiced out
12:14 AM