lifeless.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

at this moment, comes that feeling again. doubt, confusion, uncomfort, worried, sad, guilty. for god knows what. but i think... i somehow know why.

i've always been an undecisive person. be it simple things like where to have lunch to complicated stuffs like my education. i knew i had made the wrong decision last year when i decided to retake my O's, but does that mean i have to continue making the wrong decisions in life? even on social matters...gosh, i don't know why im so fickle minded.

i guess the reason on me not being decisive on this matter is because i don't wanna completely let go of everything. so its like half of this, and half of that. that is the most selfish thing ever. why do i have to keep on hurting people and keep on thinking about only myself?

sometimes i wish i can run away from them... and stay away in a dark corner all alone.

voiced out
12:57 AM