lifeless.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

his blog clearly make me understand. i don't blame anyone. cos its fully my fault. i shouldn't have given hopes to anybody and i shouldn't have jumped to conclusions so fast. and look what happen now. I'm in deep shit, confused and I've shattered his heart. i was so sure before but not now. i guess love can't be forced. maybe i wasn't made for you. i'm sorry for giving you such a hard time. i'm sorry for making you believe that i was going to be there for you but i broke my promise in the end. twice. and i knew you really mean it when you say you were gonna leave. so go. go and never come back. i will not hurt you any further. i don't deserve you at all. forget everything about me. delete me totally from your life. i guess this is the best way even though its the toughest way. i just wanna end this love triangle. and now that i've lost one, i am losing the other. i'm gonna take this as a lesson in life. but trust me, i never lied when i say i care. i never lied when i say you are the best future any girl could ever have. those were words that come from the bottom of my heart. sigh. fate is not on our side. let time heals everything. our memories will never be forgotten and i have never regretted in knowing someone like you.

voiced out
9:18 AM