lifeless.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

i love Perangkap Cinta. Don't ask me why jiwang?! It just fits.

Bertahun sudah ku menunggu dirimu
Akhirnya kau menjadi milikku
Sukarnya untukku melupakanmu
Kerna kau ku cintai selalu

Tapi sayang
Kehadiran kekasih lamamu
Datang kembali mengenang cinta dahulu

Mengapa ini semua harus berlaku
Apakah ini semua kerna diriku
Sedangkan aku cuma watak dalam percintaan
Tak sanggup aku melepaskanmu

Kau ibarat
Terperangkap di tengah lautan
Tak tahu mana arah untuk kau menuju

Dikau pinta untuk melepaskanmu
Terpaksa aku turutkan
Mungkinkah ini satu pengajaran
Di dalam percintaan

i went out with him, his uncle and his uncle's friend today. he went shopping and after a free feast at sakura's far east, we separate from his uncle and went on our own. saw a few live bands and some great songs. its been quite some time since i went town on a saturday. damn its bloody packed. and a lot of familiar faces. i had kitkat chunky and ferrero rocher. yummy.

i suddenly had this urge to do something wild during the hols. i wanna colour a streak of my hair bright green. nice right? hah. and pierce somewhere. and then i have this mentel feeling to cut my hair really short, like a bob. but so sayang...

ok we had a talk earlier and it was sad lah. i fucking broke down in front of him ok. he stroked my hair and comforted me and said all the nice things to me when he should be stabbing me to death. i just feel so bad. and his cruel ways of treating me for the past few days has its reasons and i understand.

so yeah the past days was my PMS days. so that explains the emoism. *hi-5* to azimah. hehe.

i have to get up like in 4hours time for work. great.

voiced out
2:13 AM