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Sunday, June 18, 2006

ok so my saturday wasn't really spent alone. i met fad at his house. his mum persuaded me to go over cos she wanted to invite me personally to their relative's wedding. i saw his nenek and all and i swear i wanted to cry cos i've not seen them for like so long... gosh. and then we went out of the house and we like hung out together, something we never did for some time. it was a bit awkward at first but turns out to be nice at the end. he's changed physically. i swear he was skinny. not skinny as in skin and bones but he lost a lot of weight. he told me he doesn't eat much now and exercises regularly. and he has a job now. and he has savings and he helped his mum financially. i'm so proud of him. =)

but i know i shouldn't hope too much. like i said, it won't be the same even if he came back. he hasn't even call me from yesterday. so, yeah.

work as usual on sunday morning. amazingly, there wasn't much crowd and it was quite relaxing. new staff on duty. and he was like terminator. so blur cock, so stiff and speaks so soft. omg i felt like strangling him right at that moment!! but spencer and me kept on laughing our asses off each time he did something. he's like our ''joke of the day". jahat eh.

and then i was bored and didn't wanna go home so i walked around town by myself. and just to irritate myself, i went to topshop to view the checkered blouse. *sobs. and i felt like i wanna spend the night at forever 21!!!!!!!!!!!! i would grab every one of their top if i could. oooommmggg..... i can go crazy seriously... haishaishais. and guess what i saw IDA!!!!!!!!!!!! i hugged her and i dun wanna let go! hahaha. i miss her so much. still the same old healthy ida. but alep seemed taller, darker and bigger. seram i. hehe.

there's a brazil match today! go brazil. i'll celebrate your victory in my dreams...

voiced out
11:28 PM