lifeless.

Friday, December 29, 2006

the more i think about it, the more i believe its karma. maybe everything that has happened to me is a cycle of what i've done to them. if you knew, then you knew but if you don't, then you don't cos i don't feel like telling the whole world. if this is the way that im supposed to be punished, i guess i have to live with it. while they are happy, its my turn to suffer.

so i cheered myself up by going shopping by myself after work earlier. and after that went to the library to pick up a couple of books. it felt good, though only for a short while. and when i got home, i broke down and i felt better after that. so i'm okay now.

thanks for those who cared, asked. =)

voiced out
9:11 PM