lifeless.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

ok, he did it again. (read: 15 jan entry). it was worse i guess cos the previous night he was telling me " ok im sorry! nie confirm nye! tak bedek" confirm my ass. but it was easier to handle my emotions cos i wasn't really looking forward. dont get me wrong, i've learnt how to control myself. not to be in too high hopes cos i noe i'll get hurt later. so, yeah. i guess my thoughts are right. he just made a fucking empty promise again.

i've been thinking about it a lot, and what people had been telling me to do. seriously that is not the first thing on my mind cos all i wanted was to save this r'ship. its just that i don't know whether it can still be saved. i think i'll just wait for the time when i will really give up.

anyway, had tourism CA earlier. it was okay. i did study so some questions were easy. still had BZC presentation to be done and that tourism project where me & my group will be heading to little india to do some research and a report. i hope its gonna be exciting since im working with new people. jay,kin, azimah. =)

i wanna eat big breakfast at mac'd, like suddenly. zimah amacam nak tak we go before sch tmr????? haha. but school start really early seh at 8. and both of us cant afford to skip bzc. ohhh bummer.

voiced out
10:35 PM