Sunday, February 04, 2007
are you sure you're really sorry of what you did to me? what could have happen if i didn't see it for myself? are you gonna keep quiet forever? you told me you still loved me. but why are you doing this? and you said we can always start afresh. i know everyone did mistakes. and everyone deserve second chances. you did gave me a second chance too last time, although what i did back then was not much as compared to you. but do you know that it'll be so hard for me to trust you again? and that this will haunt me forever. i'm just really confused. and how do you expect me to forgive you immediately? i don't know. if i'm willing to forgive and accept you back, how can i be sure you'll never repeat this again? one thing's for sure is that i definitely need time. i need time to think, to relax and to be calm.
thank you zimah for entertaining my call last night. and to ida & yatie for the best advices ever. i don't know what i'll do without you guys =)
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skipped work today and spent the whole day at home. i felt feverish and was in bed the whole day. got up to watch the ASEAN cup finals! which wasn't a dissapointment. yay lions! i'm glad that shahril did play this time round, and am even happier that he was on the tv most of the time. kwakwa. amri's a real hero and aide just got on to everyone's nerves. come on captain. what happen to you? but nevertheless, singapore clinched the champion title again and we are so proud of you =)
thanks to these girls - ziela, yatie & iza who made my day yesterday. thank you to yatie for the free drink and to iza for all the wrong words coming out from her mouth (as usual). hahaha. you guys are so funny i swear. love you babes like sooooo much.
this scar will never go away.
voiced out
11:36 PM
are you sure you're really sorry of what you did to me? what could have happen if i didn't see it for myself? are you gonna keep quiet forever? you told me you still loved me. but why are you doing this? and you said we can always start afresh. i know everyone did mistakes. and everyone deserve second chances. you did gave me a second chance too last time, although what i did back then was not much as compared to you. but do you know that it'll be so hard for me to trust you again? and that this will haunt me forever. i'm just really confused. and how do you expect me to forgive you immediately? i don't know. if i'm willing to forgive and accept you back, how can i be sure you'll never repeat this again? one thing's for sure is that i definitely need time. i need time to think, to relax and to be calm.
thank you zimah for entertaining my call last night. and to ida & yatie for the best advices ever. i don't know what i'll do without you guys =)
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skipped work today and spent the whole day at home. i felt feverish and was in bed the whole day. got up to watch the ASEAN cup finals! which wasn't a dissapointment. yay lions! i'm glad that shahril did play this time round, and am even happier that he was on the tv most of the time. kwakwa. amri's a real hero and aide just got on to everyone's nerves. come on captain. what happen to you? but nevertheless, singapore clinched the champion title again and we are so proud of you =)
thanks to these girls - ziela, yatie & iza who made my day yesterday. thank you to yatie for the free drink and to iza for all the wrong words coming out from her mouth (as usual). hahaha. you guys are so funny i swear. love you babes like sooooo much.
this scar will never go away.
voiced out
11:36 PM
