lifeless.

Friday, February 23, 2007

i was bored so i surfed friendster and decided to view profiles. then i got onto am's and saw a picture. oklah maybe that picture was taken long ago or recently i don't know but still, it was like so menyakitkan hati ar. sial ah, dalam kepala otak aku pikir, it was taken during the MIA period. aku kat sini macam orang gila die kat luar happy2 amik2 gamba.. ah nabey chibai. i shouldn't have surfed friendster seh tadi. i fucking hateeeeeeeeeee thinking about this. all these 3rd party thoughts are subsiding day by day and then BAM, it just came back. all because of that fucken picture. it doesnt show much lah actually and like i said, it could be an old picture but HAIZ. i dont even know if i shud consider it as a 3rd party since me&fad doesnt really have anything going on anymore, its all about the 'i still love you but i dont want you' stuff. sial. mrepek macam sial arh!! and i think i shud even care less if hes still with that girl cos yeah like i said i dont think i have the right to tell him this or that anymore but haiz. macam sedih ah. AM ASAL KAU LETAK GAMBA TUUUUUUU. aku benci ah pikir pasal all these thoughts about him and that girl because whenever i did, aku mesti rasa macam nak muntah. chibai siak. pas tu nanti heartbeat laju. abeh telinga panas. nak muntah tapi takde muntah pun. penyakit ape siak nie.

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voiced out
10:24 PM