Tuesday, April 03, 2007
okay i was getting pretty emotional for the past few days and maybe i still am. well thats because like all of a sudden, i heard stuffs from my friends about him which hurts. because all along, i thought he wasn't like that. but now that i noe what is actually going on, im just waiting for the day that i will feel totally numb if i were to hear that kind of news again. i'm still alive and kicking though =) i don't wanna think about this so much too you know? but sometimes kan, i can't believe he's all happyhappy with someone and to even think that someone is not me. maybe i'm not handling all of these too well cos he was the first real boyfriend that i had and my first real breakup lah. oh well forget it.
well so far during the holidays, i only managed to stay at home for 2 days. either i was out working or just out. so much for trying to be a good daughter eh? but holidays are killing me. i need to go to school. by schooling, my time will be filled with meaningful activities and i can't go out so often so not much of wasting of money. maybe not so much on the studies part, but school IS interesting u noe. friends, our own scheduled breaks, mac'd breakfasts, lepak sessions @ amphitheatre & student hub. iyl aren't u gonna miss all of these?! but congrats on your admission to RP anyway ok. =( but then if later school reopens, i hope i don't complain i wanted holidays again. haha.
anyway a biiig shoutout to SYIRAH! HAPPY 18TH BABE!!!!!! stay sweet & god bless. :) 
and haziq just celebrated his 4th birthday on 25 march. he's a big boy now, smarter & more talkative!
the handmake cake by bik yati, again. its yellow this time! haha. with a pic of haziq&his mum.
voiced out
10:43 PM
okay i was getting pretty emotional for the past few days and maybe i still am. well thats because like all of a sudden, i heard stuffs from my friends about him which hurts. because all along, i thought he wasn't like that. but now that i noe what is actually going on, im just waiting for the day that i will feel totally numb if i were to hear that kind of news again. i'm still alive and kicking though =) i don't wanna think about this so much too you know? but sometimes kan, i can't believe he's all happyhappy with someone and to even think that someone is not me. maybe i'm not handling all of these too well cos he was the first real boyfriend that i had and my first real breakup lah. oh well forget it.
well so far during the holidays, i only managed to stay at home for 2 days. either i was out working or just out. so much for trying to be a good daughter eh? but holidays are killing me. i need to go to school. by schooling, my time will be filled with meaningful activities and i can't go out so often so not much of wasting of money. maybe not so much on the studies part, but school IS interesting u noe. friends, our own scheduled breaks, mac'd breakfasts, lepak sessions @ amphitheatre & student hub. iyl aren't u gonna miss all of these?! but congrats on your admission to RP anyway ok. =( but then if later school reopens, i hope i don't complain i wanted holidays again. haha.
anyway a biiig shoutout to SYIRAH! HAPPY 18TH BABE!!!!!! stay sweet & god bless. :)
and haziq just celebrated his 4th birthday on 25 march. he's a big boy now, smarter & more talkative!
the handmake cake by bik yati, again. its yellow this time! haha. with a pic of haziq&his mum.
birthday boy.
my mum & haziq.
with bik yati, wawan and mamang amy.
my mum & haziq.
with bik yati, wawan and mamang amy.
haziq with beloved mum.
me, bik susi & bik silah.
me, bik susi & bik silah.
excited bukak present!
yay lepas tu kita main eh.. hehe.
and YAY i can't wait for this saturday. mvb gathering. can't wait to see everyone especially yatie&iza!! they've gone missing for quite some time nowwww. too bad lah, not everybody can make it. hmph. ape lah korang..............
voiced out
10:43 PM
