lifeless.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

papa's now at home and he's recovering. alhamdulillah. =)

i tagged faris along last friday to his jamming session. and i think i can fall in love with apit when i see him on the drums. HAHA OK I AM JUST KIDDING. "-_- but really, drums are the sex man.

today i decided to be a good girl and sit at home. i have 4 projects to hand up and everything was like done halfway, maybe even lesser than halfway. work is such a bore nowadays that sometimes i feel like quitting and i don't mind if i don't have a new job yet. GSS has started and i have less than 100 bucks in my account. i miss iza&yatie its like so difficult for us to meet up! my skin complexion is getting from bad to worse, i have pimples and blackheads like everywhereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. all the products that i've used are all fucking useless, they worsen the condition of my face. i hate seeing myself in the mirror. i have such low self-esteem now i am so stressed out omg. i don't know what else to do!!!!!!!!! fuck it.

voiced out
3:07 PM