Wednesday, July 11, 2007
HAPPY 19th NURAINSIKIN!!
we surprised her with cupcakes :) wish you much happiness in life, let's always be here for each other okay? love you!
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OA CA down, left with Marketing. we skipped SW and had our k2 session at bishan mac earlier. it was fun and all but i was feeling a bit guilty also. BT. omg hahahahhaa. *looks at kin* i am so bad. friends, i hope the acronym rings a bell. huhu.
saw zul yesterday after lunch.... *faints* i was like "eh tak gi skolah nari?" i swear i couldn't hear what he answered because the moment he smiled, aku dah cair. wahhh. and then i saw my npcc CI rodrick at school earlier. the weird thing was, i only dreamt about him the night before! stupid dream, weird coincidence.
and i think my love life is pretty fucked up. haha. its going haywire. but whatever it is thankfully, i don't expect much out of this and i've slowly learnt to let all my hopes go. maybe you're right, its better that i'm treated more like a friend. so that i'll be easier to talk to about anything and it's easier to get honest with one another. i'm surprised myself that i'm not really affected by this, which i used to be. maybe i've learnt to control my feelings better now. i realised that i.couldn't.have.you.somehow. *shrugs* but that's okay, it's not like its the most important thing anyway. no matter what, i'll always treasure the friendship. :)
sighhhhhhhhhhh. bila muka aku nak baik nie. sungguh stress. :(
voiced out
7:05 PM
HAPPY 19th NURAINSIKIN!!
we surprised her with cupcakes :) wish you much happiness in life, let's always be here for each other okay? love you!
***
OA CA down, left with Marketing. we skipped SW and had our k2 session at bishan mac earlier. it was fun and all but i was feeling a bit guilty also. BT. omg hahahahhaa. *looks at kin* i am so bad. friends, i hope the acronym rings a bell. huhu.
saw zul yesterday after lunch.... *faints* i was like "eh tak gi skolah nari?" i swear i couldn't hear what he answered because the moment he smiled, aku dah cair. wahhh. and then i saw my npcc CI rodrick at school earlier. the weird thing was, i only dreamt about him the night before! stupid dream, weird coincidence.
and i think my love life is pretty fucked up. haha. its going haywire. but whatever it is thankfully, i don't expect much out of this and i've slowly learnt to let all my hopes go. maybe you're right, its better that i'm treated more like a friend. so that i'll be easier to talk to about anything and it's easier to get honest with one another. i'm surprised myself that i'm not really affected by this, which i used to be. maybe i've learnt to control my feelings better now. i realised that i.couldn't.have.you.somehow. *shrugs* but that's okay, it's not like its the most important thing anyway. no matter what, i'll always treasure the friendship. :)
sighhhhhhhhhhh. bila muka aku nak baik nie. sungguh stress. :(
voiced out
7:05 PM
