lifeless.

Monday, August 13, 2007

i couldn't sleep for the whole damn night. i had this breathing difficulty which irritates me like hell cos each time i laid down, i feel suffocated. so i ended up spending the night sitting on my bed and nodding to sleep. hah pathetic. all of this, thanks to my allergy to dust. spent the whole day cleaning up my brother's wardrobe in exchange for a new one.

so today, i didn't go to school. i hope my friends are all okay. personally im not physically nor emotionally stable myself. i think i might be running a fever soon. urgh.

people come and go. nothing lasts forever, especially happiness.

friends are supposed to be forever. bullshit. i am extremely upset. i don't know if what i did was a big thing till it have to come to this decision. when i did what i did, am i considered heartless, not thinking of the other party's feelings? do i not have the right to do that? sigh, i am so so so so crushed.

voiced out
9:18 PM