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Friday, October 12, 2007

I can't believe tomorrow is Raya already. The house is 95% cleaned up, it just need another round of vaccuuming and a bit more spraying of the furniture. I am prepared for raya, I think. Its the first time this year that I tempah my baju. I had no idea that it would cost so much, like around $250 but thats ok cos its fully sponsored by my aunt although sometimes when I look at the outfit, it seems too err, glamourous and feminine for me. In fact, I am sponsored head to toe lah! Heh. Another outfit is paid by my brother, the handbag would be the Guess one that my sis-in-law gave me on my birthday last year which I didn't even touch at all and the shoes are from last year's. But suddenly, I have this strongggg urge to buy new ones! I feel like wearing wedges! But then again, it will be a waste of money lah since I wore heels only during Raya.

Tomorrow is the first day, everything will be like it is from years before. Since mum is the eldest, all my relatives will be coming over here instead. I won't have to go anywhere, people will just stream in till night.

Monday, school reopens. I am kinda excited to see those classmates again, especially those that I didn't meet at all during the holidays.

The suckiest thing is, I have a fever, a running nose and a bad cough now. I skipped the last 2 days of work. Cannot tahan. Abeh cam mane nak raya nieeeeeeee.......

I love it when you told me you think of me. :) sometimes i miss you so bad, i miss how your voice perks me up in the middle of the night.

voiced out
3:15 PM