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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Guess where i went to last Sunday? Ok here's a hint...

Jurong Bird Park! Hahaha. Thanks to Firzan and his 4 free tickets. Last minute but everything goes on well. Birds are boring actually but luckily the company was good. Faiz brought along his friend Siti who is one of the gorgeous girls I've met. No kidding. The place was congested since its a Family Day. We just walked around for a bit and left at around 2.

Okayyyyy my life is too boring to be updated already. I think I'm taking a break from going on dates. The previous one was just not right and yesterday's was okay but I can't help feeling inferior each time I talk to him. He's like "up there" and I'm like "down here". Literally too, considering the fact that he's almost 1.9 metres tall? Gosh. I guess he's better off be seen dating better looking girls. Yes, i got low self esteem. Thank you.

Not that I'm fussy or anything, I just haven't found someone on the same wavelength yet. Maybe i had but yeah you know, shit happens. You just can't have everything you wanted. So what i always hear is "move on." Sometimes i fucking hate that word. Its like, tsk. I mean, its not that you can help it if you can't move on. Its not impossible, i know, since I have moved on from that jerk. So just take it as fate. I am trying to move on, if not, what are all these dates for? But at times its just stupid. Its not as if I need a guy in my life or something. Seriously I am already happy with my girlfriends and boy-friends. But if all of them started having partners except for me, ermmm then that's another story lah. Haha. Err, I don't sound desperate do I? Haha...

Why am I even talking so much about my love life?! I hope you got the hang of my stories, yatie. Cos we're not meeting you on tuesday so no gossips. =(

voiced out
12:48 AM