lifeless.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

I haven’t got a clue if you’re the one
But I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
I wanna do this right
Don’t wanna waste this night
But I’m drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

I’m a little scared to hold you close
Cause I just might never ever let you go
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

i swear i love this song!

you know what, most of the time i think i'm stupid. sometimes i think i have no idea what i am getting myself into. sometimes i wonder is it even right? sometimes i wish i didn't have to deal with it so much. sometimes i don't really know if any of this is worth it. sometimes i think i get too carried away.

i know its way early but i guess i am just scared. YES, AFRAID. because as much as i am enjoying every moment, something just tells me otherwise. something is just not right... somewhere. and i don't freaking know what.

maybe i think too far too fast. i tend to do that a lot in this matter. if only i'd "think far" on more important stuffs. ha-ha. all i need to have is a little patience. it's just a gut feeling i hope. so please tell me i'm just paranoid. relax... play it cool... keep it slow... think positive... yada yada yada...

my mum and aunt have been nagging at me for being unemployed (on a full-time basis, that is). they've been giving me job options but i am not interested to hear!!! even my friends have started nagging! hahaha. i know they meant well, but my heart is really closed for a job now. i don't know why.
everything also don't know. don't know what, don't know why, don't know when. SIGH. AND I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS ONLY WEDNESDAY!!! shit. there i go again.

voiced out
1:51 AM