lifeless.

Friday, May 16, 2008

i figured that guys are only good with ONE thing and that is, their ego. like seriously, its so huge its even bigger than your head. i didn't even do anything wrong! to think i came all the way down for that? i felt like the stupidest person on earth. i wasn't even angry or anything like that but you made me feel like this. it wasn't really anger it was more of like, i-wish-i-could-shake-you-hard-and-ask-you-what-the-hell-happened kinda feeling. but i knew if i asked, you would have said nothing. i just knew it ok. and i was waaaaaitiiiiing for you to call which i don't know why since i'm supposed to be "angry" at you but i can't help it because you made me feel so ignored when the actual fact is i don't even know why are you acting that way!

but i miss you, all the same. i fucking miss you ok but i don't wanna say it because you know what, i have ego too. this is getting so childish. URGH.

voiced out
2:00 AM