lifeless.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

the boy came aaaaallll the way to hougang just to meet me! today was great because i get to spend time with my favourite boy, fara and also iza, even if its just for a while. and then me and fara walked from orchard to city hall just cos...we felt like walking. refreshing! even if i got blisters all over my feet.

sometimes, i don't think you're joking at all. or even if you really were, i had a feeling that it'll be true someday. i may put up a brave front, or act like all of that don't even matter to me one bit. but the truth is, every single bit matters. although i truly understand the situation and an 'us' thing might be the most impossible thing to achieve, i can't actually deny my feelings. so i guess i'll just smile and listen because at the same time, i want you to treat me as a friend whom you can openly talk to about everything. but the problem is, i care about you more than just that. it has always been you and no one else. if only you can see that...

voiced out
2:06 AM