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all i wanted was to see fara happy. i can't stand seeing her upset like that and i am glad that i cheered her up and she's her crazy self again yesterday. but now, everything came tumbling again. all because of the same guy. he's not worth it and you know it. it's up to you babe. i just want the old fara back.
and so they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. so with not much absence now, the heart has grown less fonder? *shrugs* we both know that it won't work out but neither of us wants to say it out loud. its like this 50-50 kinda feeling where everything seems right but it feels so wrong.