Wednesday, January 21, 2009
come.....and then go. i am getting so used to it, i could just easily laugh it off now. i have totally lost count already. haaahaaaa. of course, no feelings were attached or anything close to that even but i just thought, you know, we were getting along well as friends. is the status of friends even hard to sustain? oh gosh. forget it, i don't deserve to have a companion lah. BOOOOOOOOOOOO.
easy to say, it's best to indulge yourself in fantasies to spare yourself from the pain and agony so that is why i can't freeeeaaaakkkkiinninggg wait for New Moon to hit the screens! it's all about jacob which means, more of taylor! gorgeous or what?!
voiced out
9:08 PM
come.....and then go. i am getting so used to it, i could just easily laugh it off now. i have totally lost count already. haaahaaaa. of course, no feelings were attached or anything close to that even but i just thought, you know, we were getting along well as friends. is the status of friends even hard to sustain? oh gosh. forget it, i don't deserve to have a companion lah. BOOOOOOOOOOOO.
easy to say, it's best to indulge yourself in fantasies to spare yourself from the pain and agony so that is why i can't freeeeaaaakkkkiinninggg wait for New Moon to hit the screens! it's all about jacob which means, more of taylor! gorgeous or what?!
and rumour has it that vanessa hudgens is probably gonna be in the movie as leah clearwater, or at least, has auditioned for it. wooo, she's gonna be a werewolf! if it really does happen, i'm glad we can remember her as something better rather than a whiny singing gabriella. heh. i'm halfway through Eclipse now, which i am purposely taking my own sweet time to complete just to immense myself in the moment fully and to also have a err, reading material for as long as i can. =D
back to reality - work has been up and down, sometimes i feel like giving it all up and other times i feel like i probably could hang on a little longer. i'll be trying my luck again for april's intake but then again, no hopes should be set too high. a close aunt of mine is struggling to fight for her dear life which is truly heartbreaking. i just hope that before she passed on, all of us could be there to make her happy. my brother's wedding is drawing near and i am super excited!! i hope all the plannings and the arguments at home over that will all be worthwhile.
anyway, i owed my bestest buddy in the world a birthday wish so HAPPY VERVERYBELATED BIRTHDAY FIRZAN! i hope you'll still be crazy even at 21 years =)
haha! look at the change in us! we've sort of grown up together, he's seen me at my worst and i have seen him at his. i really miss our times in school, especially dnt class! oh my, those were the days. haha. he's always been a great friend =D
not forgetting, a happy 21st to Rina! we had a great time at your party the other day although our dear fara slept throughout the WHOLE night. tsktsktsk.
hope you love the guestboard =)
voiced out
9:08 PM
