Saturday, July 11, 2009
so i was browsing through my old pictures and could just sigh...on how my complexion used to be almost flawless and then it got really bad to the extent that my self-esteem was soooo low at that point, and then it got better..and then almost flawless again and now.......i think i'm returning back to that period of time. and the worst part is i simply have no time to visit the clinic now. sigh! i am so f****** depressed! in these kinda things, only those who have went through will understand.
and then i viewed a folder of my past. the one folder that i well, don't really like to see. the happy moments, the silly faces, the stupid antiques. i did smile...but surprisingly enough, it still brought tears to my eyes. i'm not sure what those tears meant but all i could say is, first love is amazing. in my opinion, nothing beats the feeling of falling in love for the first time. i had mine, and i had moved on. but no matter what, the memories will stay with me forever. :)
ok that's it!!!! stop being such an emotional wreck cos on a happier note, my dearest girlfriend turns 21 on this day!

be a good girl and continue to be the sweet, fun loving girl that you are.... love you :)
voiced out 1:06 AM