lifeless.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

i can't understand how you can be so blind?! fine, i know i only have myself to blame now. just when i thought of taking things a step further, you just have to destroy everything!!! EVERYTHING. with that one confession, i seriously crumbled. though i wish i could just back out from all this mess, somehow my tiny heart doesn't want to give it up. it's gonna be hard to pull away from you now and giving me all those stupid hopes and so-called promises doesn't help at all. tell me to fuck off please?

i keep asking myself "what now?"..... shhesshhhh i hate feeling selfish and guilty!! fuck it.

for heaven's sake, why can't i just have a smooth sailing love life?!?!?! kalau asik gini je, tak kawin jugak aku siol. hahahaha.. ARGH!

voiced out
10:53 PM